Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Priorities


It is time to get back to basics...

I have a skeleton, a blueprint...of what I want. I can see it in the distance, but some fog is masking it. I need to develop it a little more. That will take work...getting to know the deepest parts of me. That is exciting and scary...all at once.

What is my trepidation about driving into the fog? Am I afraid that the blueprint will look different than what I thought it would? Maybe the goal is further away from me than I care to find out... But, if I do not head into the fog, head first, eyes wide open, I will never know.

So, drive I will. Full-speed ahead...I am going to push through it...and find it. I will shut my eyes when it gets too scary...then open them back up and keep on going. I will not let it paralyze me. It is exciting...because, whatever the answer, as long as I am moving forward in some direction, then...

Wish me luck.